Sometimes I wish I could

Sometimes I wish I could

Go back to the time of late childhood & youth

Go back to the time of late childhood & youth

Not that that time was real good (Overall)

Not that that time was real good (Overall)

But those days bygone were some—

But those days bygone were some—

—What pleasurable years

—What pleasurable years

Less stress, bother, more fun

Less stress, bother, more fun

While the last several years

While the last several years

Have been, like a vengeance by a psychically mucked up per-son

Have been, like a vengeance by a psychically mucked up person

A mental nightmare (Kind of)

A mental nightmare (Kind of)

It's been felt like being stuck inside a damn loop

It’s been felt like being stuck inside a damn loop

Not the type some would choose

Not the type some would choose

There's been some delight, but the blues

There’s been some delight, but the blues

And other negatives have been piling up to

And other negatives have been piling up to

A quantum that you'd find somewhat tough to consume

A quantum that you’d find somewhat tough to consume

As far as possible, you try to run from the gloom

As far as possible, you try to run from the gloom

But, in the end, the dismals hunt ya

But, in the end, the dismals hunt you

Down, like you're Beatrix Kiddo from the

Down, like you’re Beatrix Kiddo from the

Tarantino's "Kill Bill" drama

Tarantino’s “Kill Bill” drama

Targeted by the Deadly Viper hit crew

Targeted by the Deadly Viper hit crew

And the main thought that I've been pursued

And the main thought that I’ve been pursued

Of late by reminds me of

Of late by reminds me of

Tragical vigilante-turned guys, because

Tragical vigilante-turned guys, because

It says "Nigh on nothing to lose" (Nigh on nothing to lose)

It says “Nigh on nothing to lose” (Nigh on nothing to lose)

Besides, it seems like I have

Besides, it seems like I have

A sick psychopath inside me that

A sick psychopath inside me that

Could use a punching bag, like a guy who has

Could use a punching bag, like a guy who has

To get prepped for a fighting match

To get prepped for a fighting match

That devil'd be satisfied to have

That devil’d be satisfied to have

A mean autocrat or another black

A mean autocrat or another black

Hat as a hostage to get the spleen dumped on at

Hat as a hostage to get the spleen dumped on at

Times when I'm pissed, like someone af—

Times when I’m pissed, like someone af—

—Ter having an alco binge; But, in fact

—Ter having an alco binge; But, in fact

I'd be somewhat glad

I’d be somewhat glad

If I just smack or fling something frac—

If I just smack or fling something frac—

—Turable so that the thing winds up smashed

—Turable so that the thing winds up smashed

It'd be nice to have a long-lasting bout of that

It’d be nice to have a long-lasting bout of that

As far as possible, I satisfy this app—

As far as possible, I satisfy this app—

—Etite for demolition with vicious-sounding tracks

—Etite for demolition with vicious-sounding tracks

And rhyme-heavy lyrics with evil-minded crap

And rhyme-heavy lyrics with evil-minded crap

Try to keep that sick mofo served with

Try to keep that sick mofo served with

So to speak, loco motifs (Loco)

So to speak, loco motifs (Loco)

Like rail vehicles; I've gotten a mite sidetracked

Like rail vehicles; I’ve gotten a mite sidetracked

Let me rewind a tad

Let me rewind a tad

The thought that I've been pursued

The thought that I’ve been pursued

By saying "Nigh on nothing to lose"

By saying “Nigh on nothing to lose”

As for saved-up money, I would

As for saved-up money, I would

Say there ain't much someone like me can do

Say there ain’t much someone like me can do

With it; Since we can't buy different realities to

With it; Since we can’t buy different realities to

Live in, I've been thinking... (Thinking) of buying a new

Live in, I’ve been thinking… (Thinking) of buying a new

PC (For a long while)

PC (For a long while)

As if I were some bloody tycoon

As if I were some bloody tycoon

Dealing with private military company bull—sh#t

Dealing with private military company bull—sh#t

A PC, for games are something I'm used

A PC, for games are something I’m used

To & that can make high someone who's

To & that can make high someone who’s

Got problems with mood (Problems with mood)

Got problems with mood (Problems with mood)

Neither drown sorrows in booze

Neither drown sorrows in booze

Nor get high on dope when I'm low

Nor get high on dope when I’m low

Get lifted up by music listened to by me both when I'm home

Get lifted up by music listened to by me both when I’m home

And when I'm outdoors for a stroll

And when I’m outdoors for a stroll

And as someone sometimes

And as someone sometimes

Spending some time on outdoor strolling, I'd note

Spending some time on outdoor strolling, I’d note

One downright downside

One downright downside

Regarding urbanized zones

Regarding urbanized zones

Which is goddamn motorized road

Which is goddamn motorized road

Vehicles: much noise evoken by those

Vehicles: much noise evoken by those

Started; That's so much provoking you hope

Started; That’s so much provoking you hope

To find a grenade launcher with a whole lot of

To find a grenade launcher with a whole lot of

Respective rounds to throw a fine show (Hell yeah!)

Respective rounds to throw a fine show (Hell yeah!)

What about drivers &, maybe, passengers present

What about drivers &, maybe, passengers present

Inside? Well, those are so-called

Inside? Well, those are so-called

"Collateral damage"

“Collateral damage”

That's like a GTA-like game come

That’s like a GTA-like game come

To life; Music ain't one, but the main love

To life; Music ain’t one, but the main love

On this dark track to nowhere I go (Track to nowhere)

On this dark track to nowhere I go (Track to nowhere)

We're together till the moment I croak

We’re together till the moment I croak

(Unless, of course, I end up placed)

(Unless, of course, I end up placed)

(Into a mental asylum someday)

(Into a mental asylum someday)

Since I've brought up this subject (Music)

Since I’ve brought up this subject (Music)

What should've been done's to place mo'

What should’ve been done’s to place mo’

Lines with content regarding

Lines with content regarding

It inside this one; Mid-paced so

It inside this one; Mid-paced so

called "dark clubbing" & dark synth

called “dark clubbing” & dark synth

Some slowed phonk, complextro

Some slowed phonk, complextro

Trap & hip-hop beats, & rockish

Trap & hip-hop beats, & rockish

Electronic stuff from Zardonic

Electronic stuff from Zardonic

Or I can use some lines from a prior-writ project

Or I can use some lines from a prior-writ project

Of mine; Went from somewhat generic electronic

Of mine; Went from somewhat generic electronic

Sh#t, both bangers & melodic

Sh#t, both bangers & melodic

Ones, to heavier & dark sh#t, however, I, regardless

Ones, to heavier & dark sh#t, however, I, regardless

Still dig some graves, like a fellow with boneyard shifts

Still dig some graves, like a fellow with boneyard shifts