I've spent
I’ve spent
Nearly four years
Nearly four years
Staring at a wall
Staring at a wall
While these old clothes and empty cans of seltzer
While these old clothes and empty cans of seltzer
Make a mountain range of the floor
Make a mountain range of the floor
Bad news
Bad news
Struck too soon
Struck too soon
And shook the earth below my feet
And shook the earth below my feet
Infectious decent into crippling anxiety
Infectious descent into crippling anxiety
Although they're just words I tend to hold to high accord
Although they’re just words I tend to hold to high accord
To justify all these complex patterns notes and silly chords
To justify all these complex patterns, notes, and silly chords
Senseless
Senseless
Catatonic
Catatonic
As I watch out my window
As I watch out my window
A silent film like argument
A silent film-like argument
While my cat plays the soundtrack on the piano
While my cat plays the soundtrack on the piano
At the end of the day you find yourself
At the end of the day you find yourself
Hard pressed to separate fact from fiction
Hard pressed to separate fact from fiction
At the end of the day you find yourself
At the end of the day you find yourself
Buried in the bottle to make your thoughts go away
Buried in the bottle to make your thoughts go away
I've spent
I’ve spent
Nearly three years pacing back and forth
Nearly three years pacing back and forth
Is it hopeless
Is it hopeless
On the verge of breaking
On the verge of breaking
Afraid to make a choice
Afraid to make a choice
Bad news
Bad news
Struck too soon
Struck too soon
And cracked the earth below my feet
And cracked the earth below my feet
But I'm OK
But I’m OK
Heart's still beating
Heart’s still beating
Content with what's become of me
Content with what’s become of me
A struggle to fill a void left so long ago
A struggle to fill a void left so long ago
A hole dug by years of self-loathing
A hole dug by years of self-loathing
Coke bottle frames and broken bones
Coke bottle frames and broken bones
Heartless
Heartless
Despondent
Despondent
As I watch out my window
As I watch out my window
A silent film like boxing match
A silent film-like boxing match
While my cat played the fight riff on my piano
While my cat played the fight riff on my piano
The night Sarah picked me up
The night Sarah picked me up
And we drove down the shoreline
And we drove down the shoreline
A late night confession
A late night confession
A pardon
A pardon
A chance to get my head right
A chance to get my head right
The past two years I've seen you fall apart
The past two years I’ve seen you fall apart
A shadow
A shadow
A likeness that I don't know anymore
A likeness that I don’t know anymore
This ain't the way it's supposed to be
This ain’t the way it’s supposed to be
You're just a ghost of what has been
You’re just a ghost of what has been
You gotta get, get over it
You gotta get, get over it
You're selfish
You’re selfish
No sense of focus
No sense of focus
I feel this era has reached its end
I feel this era has reached its end
You're just a ghost of what has been
You’re just a ghost of what has been
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